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Book, Heart And Rhymes

by Stay Ahead of Me

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1.
Cloud: Chapter - 1 02:50
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Lookin at a puddly street floor got my hands on my head i scream for her do you even know what this means to me? so lawless got my book bag and head phones on I wonder if ill get home Regardless You got my feelings in a ziplock bag You Flawless hey hey i never told you you can throw it away Its tearing me up in smoking reefer It's clouding everything i had in me including my own feelings hold up Remember when we'd snooze in late? Find a way to sneak outside and stay up late? sped up pace, Thrilling chase In case you try to coincide your life with everything that i'm about to say I'm bleeding internally for what seems for eternity I think i'm confusing everthing that you said to me My friends say i'm fiending, but why cant i stop this bleeding Forgot what bitch? That i exist? Feelings were hurt and here i am and i'm feeing the burn Fuck you bitch i flipped the switch no way you goin with out knowing how much pain you left me to ingest It's not alright, 3 years my mind still playin games i still cant sleep at night I need to find the light im suffering, buffering Takl to me man dont you see i need some help from me We both were synergy of to infinity but all thats left is synonyms to me Hope these words find a way to make you see a different prespective, the man that i just cant be I'm tired of talking I'm tired of all these lies fuck it The world will know it oh i forgot i gotta turn to page 2 Find a way to make it till the days through
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Snow: Chapter - 2 02:04
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I cover my face with jealously It's telling me "That guys is no good" Now exploring every piece of your beautiful body damn it's killing me You're skin as soft as the snow I think imma choke fingers crossed that i won't this ain't no joke Wanna borrow my coat? Your heart inside Cold just like the winter time You don't change Your heart, black skies curse the way i feel inside Can i stay? Damn, You did a number on me Can we please pause Hey! The universe challenging me What? Fuck off? Okay, pack up my things and leave quietly Anxiety, time to be selling my heart at the corner store Have a sample please Hey... Don't spit it out, i swear i'm sweet I need all the help i can get, please To the bitch that said this would be easy man you be crazy Gotta find someone who will save me Rather get punched in the face, black and blues on my face Find someone who will just come and taze me.
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Beaches: Chapter - 3 02:51
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Listen You and me, we look good together, no? Let me buy you a drink, we can run together, for sure Needle droppin on the signature ring, i got my money, got my smoke on got my favorite drink, i'm sorry Let me introduce myself i'll be your favorite be your daddy be your everything i got it Sit back and relax seein my money go down her throat this bitch be on fire now I couldn't go toe to toe As she lets her self loose the table holding her goose She slurring her words feeling the burn Saying that she can never learn Now she walking all backwards can't help but to laugh at her then she tell me "Hey can you take me to the bathroom?" I'm thinking "Hey imma get lucky tonight Got my rubber got my juice on got her mouth just right" She sayin "hey maybe we can" Blah Blah Blah She talking hanging out sharing shit expensive dates like bruh Okay Okay i understand i'm in it Find a way to sneak outside Act like all my windows tinted oh fuck here we go again she on display "Hey bitch can't you read the sing the bathrooms this way" I guide her through the crowd and smoke I'm thinking "why do i haver to be this bitches patrol" But hold up Maybe this'll end alright She can get on her knees and we can last all night We enter the bathroom and now the moment of truth Kissin me kissin me she reaches for my pants so soon She wibbly wobbly And i'm an anomaly Of sex and magic But bruh can you believe That she was down on her knees When all of a sudden Her head on a toilet seat I'm thinking "Man bad luck, sad luck almost made it but gas up" Ya know this reminds me of prom night when i touched that girls ass Boyfriend came to my class and whooped my ass right I'm a glass half full Look on the brightside got the hell out of there Now i'm outside Got in my car I drove off into the night sky Said to myself...
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Human Being: Chapter - 4 01:12
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Acceptance Speech: Chapter - 5 03:32
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When i started written The whole so so curious Excuse my lugubrious state of mind been tryna stay alive Found a doctor tryna find a way to show me something new So he gave me a pen and book and told me to write down things that trouble you Pff well alright i guess i said reluctantly Been carrying around my bags Full of my shitty past But it worked And i won't even lie, at the time Yeah it hurt But my curse changed it's course My pen a scalpel, ready to make this incision Never envisioned me taking the time to make this decision Cut the sadness out with perfect precision Oh what that over there, off to the east I see a sunrise over there, droppin this beat Yuh Hatred and greed , i was on my knees It's fading away Happier times ahead of me No longer restrained By the atrocities that always seemed to follow me Up and down up and down Just like an elevator Oh please Oh hi sadness what up you feel robbed? Talking and talkin and talkin jesus man STOP I'm finally finding clarity in the world around me No way in hell i'm going back Back when that room was black Sleepless and restless like an insomniac Hey i found the epiphany I let go of the kerosene Taht i would pour on me self well you see You gotta understand The road is tougher When you banish everything in your life that makes you tougher Time to rebuild and renew Life up my head and i see the stars and i thing to myself "I see the future too" It's an experience Leading to a delirious state of mind But with family and love Yeah we're gonna be alright Do you hear me to you feel me? This my acceptance speech With good vibes and good times ahead of me This my acceptance speech

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released September 22, 2017

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